Today I am so sad! There are so many things I should be doing. I have a list. But, I can't even get going. I hate days like today. I did get up and shower. I think the only reason I did that was because I had to take my daughter to the doctor and buy her some new shoes.
Have you seen that commercial that says "depression hurts"? Well, it does! It is a physical pain that cannot be overcome with Tylenol or even food! Add to the fact that I am soooo depressed about my aweful life and the fact that I got all of 3 hours of restless sleep last night and only 2 the night before. Today isn't a good day. I am so sad!
So much for this site being cheerful and happy all the time. Today I don't really care about much of anything. I want to give up. Maybe I will. Even though I couldn't sleep, being in bed sound pretty good right now. Actually, Ambien and a soft pillow and someone helping me with the house and the kids sounds pretty good to me. Oblivian! I would like that today. Maybe everything wouldn't hurt so much. Pain from the inside and the outside! I am so sad! I couldn't even have a pitty party right now. It would take too much energy.
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